Sant Sadhu Ram Ji was born in August
1944 and his parents, Mangla Ram and Chena Devi, lovingly
named him Ladhu Ram. He grew up in a low-caste family, in a
village in the former state of Bikaner, now located in
Rajasthan near the Indo-Pakistan border. He did not have
much formal education, and after completing up to the 9th
grade in school, he started helping his father in farming.
From his childhood he was strongly inclined towards
spirituality and had a burning desire to realize God and to
solve the mystery of life.
His relatives wanted him to take an interest in the world
and to accept responsibility for the family. His grandfather
is reported to have given him 25 acres of his land in
Punjab. However, young Ladhu Ram politely refused this gift
of land, and, setting out on his own, took up work as a
hired laborer on other people's farms. Although this life
was very difficult, he found it conducive to spiritual
pursuits. As a farm laborer he received a meager wage in
exchange for his hard physical work, but his mind was free
for the remembrance of God. He would always do an excellent
job, charging less than the other workers. If a job was
worth Rs. 100 he would charge Rs. 80; if it was worth Rs. 50
he would charge Rs. 40. He had also acquired an extensive
knowledge of medicine - traditional and modern - and he
treated those in his area who could not afford to pay for
medical care, free of charge. He could have set up a
prosperous practice, but he did not feel right charging
large fees for prescribing a small amount of medicine, or
recommending a treatment, or giving an injection.
Speaking of this early time he has
said, "Poverty may seem difficult to live with, but it has
many advantages for a spiritual aspirant. I have seen both
poverty and riches. I saw affluence in life first, and later
much poverty. I can tell you from my own experience that a
poor person has more contentment than a rich one. He can be
more humble and meek, his heart is generally cleaner, his
ego is less, he is more inclined towards God, and, his world
being smaller, his involvement in the world and worldliness
is also less. In short, if a poor person is fortunate enough
to get the refuge of a Perfect Master, he can progress in
the spiritual field more easily and more quickly than a rich
person."
Since Ladhu Ram was from the
harijan, or untouchable caste, it was not unusual for him to
receive rough treatment. When he would stay on the farms of
the people he worked for, he was often not allowed to eat
with the higher caste people. Those serving him the food
would sometimes not even place the chapatis on his plate,
but would toss them to him to avoid being polluted by
contact with an untouchable. If the landowners chose to give
him food he was happy, and if they didn't feed him he was
also content in the will of God. From his wages he would
support his family and take care of his own few needs.
Around 1972, Ladhu Ram came across
a fakir who initiated him into Sant Mat and revealed to him
the mystery of the first two words. The fakir instructed
Ladhu Ram to continue to earn his own livelihood, to cook
his own food while absorbed in the sweet remembrance of God,
and to be grateful to Him with every morsel he put into his
mouth. The fakir also told him to remain aloof from the
world and to devote all his precious free time to
meditation. This was Ladhu Ram's only meeting with his first
Guru, who departed after initiating him, and he says
regretfully that perhaps there was some lacking in his own
fate that he couldn't meet him a second time. Ladhu Ram
followed his Guru's instructions wholeheartedly, working all
day in the fields and then devoting 10-12 hours at night in
meditation. He continued in this way for around fifteen
years and made phenomenal progress on the spiritual Path,
acquiring inner ascent, experience, and proficiency up
through the second spiritual stage, crossing Trikuti and
reaching Brahm Desh.
However, he was aware that there
were regions beyond, and he kept looking for someone who
could guide him further. One of the landowners he worked for
was going to a Guru and in 1987 Ladhu Ram asked him who he
followed. And he enquire if a poor, low-caste person such as
himself would be allowed to go to Him. The landowner replied
that he was a follower of a Perfect Saint named Sant Ajaib
Singh Ji, of Village 16 PS, Rajasthan, who was competent and
commissioned to take the souls across the ocean of life. He
told Ladhu Ram that at Ajaib Singh's ashram no one looked to
high or low caste and that all were welcome to sit at His
feet. In October 1987 Ladhu Ram took initiation from Ajaib
Singh. At that initiation he sat at the very back of the
assembly, but when Sant Ajaib Singh heard the experience he
had during the initiation sitting, He called him up to the
front and made him sit right at His feet. Sant Ji said,
"Normally in this world, those whose clothes are inferior
are not given any attention or place. But I have brought
this dear one ahead of everyone, despite his simple clothes,
because he has had a very high and wonderful experience
which has pleased me immensely." Sant Ji embraced him and
told him he would have to fight the mind with much courage
and fortitude. He patted him on the back and said that
Satguru would always be behind him and would want him to
succeed and become His very own self.
After his initiation, he obeyed
Sant Ji's instructions implicitly, living the life as
enjoined by his Master and spending long hours in
meditation. When Ladhu Ram would attend the Satsangs in his
area, he would come and sit quietly, listen to the Satsang,
and then slip away as soon as the Satsang ended. Sant Ji
told him, "Ladhu Ram, become a hard-core brave warrior,
determined to decimate the Mind - our deadliest foe. Never
fear for anything for I am always and ever with you in this
battle, and want you to succeed, sooner rather than later,
because that will make me happy and relieved, and will
enable the most sacred work entrusted to me by my Satguru -
the responsibility of giving out the Truth to those sincere
and seeking souls who are keenly in search of the God - to
continue without interruption." Around this time Sant Ji
also changed his name from Ladhu Ram to Sadhu Ram.
His family did not understand his
devotion to Sant Mat and encouraged him to sleep at night
instead of staying awake to do the practices. He stayed in a
separate room, and when all the family had fallen asleep at
night, then he would sit for meditation. In the morning, he
would leave off before his wife brought him tea. One
morning, not long after he was initiated, she brought the
tea early and found he had vacated the body and was
completely absorbed within. Thinking he was dead, she
started weeping loudly. Hearing her, their children also
came running and started crying, "Our papa is dead. Our papa
is dead." They called a doctor, who lived about 15 km. away.
When he arrived and examined Ladhu Ram's lifeless body, he
thought perhaps he was in the throes of pneumonia or some
other serious illness and gave him an injection. About an
hour later, when Sadhu Ram reentered his body, he was
surprised to find all the commotion going on. Of the
incident he says, "I never made that mistake again. After
that I told my wife to bring the tea only when I called for
it."
He made rapid progress on the Path.
Six months after his initiation, in March 1988, he went to
16 PS ashram to participate in a ten-day program of
meditation and Satsang. At these retreats Sadhu Ram would
spend all of his time in meditation. Before coming to the
retreat, he told a friend who would be accompanying him that
at the retreat his task was going to be accomplished, though
he did not understand fully himself what that would mean.
Much later he explained that, with the infinite grace of his
Satguru, he completed the spiritual journey at that time up
to the stage of self-realization, removing all the three
sheaths from the soul - physical, subtle and causal - and
reaching the third stage where the soul is revealed in its
pristine glory, having the light of twelve suns. He asked
his friend to arrange an interview for him with Sant Ji, and
that dear one replied that, as Sant Ji was extremely busy
during the retreat, it would not be possible. Then he told
the dear one to simply send a note to Sant Ji with the
request and leave the rest to Him. Sant Ji called Sadhu Ram
and, upon hearing of his high experience, expressed
happiness and told him that one important milestone on the
inner journey had been crossed and that the next should also
be covered with the same zeal, enthusiasm, and devotion.
After he came back from meeting with Sant Ji, his friend
asked him what Sant Ji had told him, and he replied that
Sant Ji had said, "It is good that at least one has come
out; one has swum across."
Sadhu Ram continued meditating
10-12 hours a night, moving on through the stages of the
spiritual journey, until he became one with his Guru, and no
difference was left between them. As Sadhu Ram has
explained, "The dear one who is asked to carry on the
spiritual work of a Saint after Him, is under preparation
and perfection for many births. It is not as if after
obtaining initiation, one meditates for ten years and
becomes perfect. No dear ones, it does not happen like this.
He is nearly perfect when he comes into this world, but
still works hard, spends nights in weeping for the face of
his Beloved, sleeps less, speaks less, and eats less, and is
never involved in passions, possessions, pride, and
prejudices. If it were not so, everyone would have become a
Saint." Before Sant Ajaib Singh left this physical plane, He
bestowed all His spiritual powers on Sadhu Ram. |